A Day in the Life of Bumble

I have suffered from anxiety attacks since the day I got my first college acceptance letter. In the past, they came every blue moon, but now I have as many as four to six a week.

I am a strong, intelligent woman, with many goals that I want to accomplish before I die. Even though I'm Christian, I try to live by Gandi's ideal "Be the change you wish to see in the world." Lately, more like the recent past, I have been failing at the goals I've set for myself--which causes more stress when I make other goals. Everyday I am haunted by the goals that I failed to accomplish. Everyday, I have to remind myself to breathe--the true mark of my generation--x or y, depending on who you talk to.

I try to escape by two of my past times--reading and listening to music, but even that has been nullified--books usually end happily and music is for the moment. Life's itself or life's choices are rarely that simple.

Is that what makes us inevitably human? Self-realization or the capacity for change? Is it really that simple?

Life's questions can be harder to answer than life itself. But honestly what I don't understand is the ease of complexity life has...

Just random thoughts.

I will post these occasionally--please don't be too judgmental about them.

Most of my posts will be about music lists-- hopefully sharing my love for music.

Until next time,

Peace and Blessings
Bumble